Simple but bad dream,made me wake up..

Aku : " Ko kelas aku kan? aku cam penah nampak ko dlm kelas.."

X : "Aha.."

Aku : " Abes ko pg mane slame ni ? "

X : " Aku pg maen snuker, hehehe.. "

Aku : " Lor,maen snuker,patut ar cam penah nampak kat tempat snuker "

X : " Aku lepak ngan bla bla bla ( lupe sape ) "

Aku : " Name ko ape er? "

X : " Name aku bla bla bla ( lupe sape ) "

.....sambil Si X bwak myvi oren ( situasi mcm baru balik dari kelas.. aku duk sebelah seat dlm kete tu )

X : " Hahaha, aku ckp nak sewe kereta,padahal member aku nak buat PSM "

Y : " JP13 tu ? "

Aku : ( aku diam dan aku dgr je .. si Y dah pandang2 aku... )

X : " Aha,JP13 la... hahaha... aku ckp la kat die aku nak sewe kereta, die ckp kat aku " ko jgn bla bla bla ( lupe detail ) ".. ahhahaha"

Y : " Hahaha.. macam mane tu er.. "

X : " AKu call die, die bla bla bla ( lupe ) ... hahahahh ( gelak cam excited+kelakar)

Aku : ( hati dah panas...benci dan segalanya )

...situasi cam dlm bilik/hostel..tgh lepak2 kat ruang tamu....aku baring atas lantai diantare pintu bilik... dorang sembang atas tilam....

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other than a trust, compassion, responsibility, love involves feelings of pain, hatred and sorrow. Love is not a term that everyone really knows, love is really invisible. People can feel it but never/cannot touch it. Love is not always sweet but sometimes bitter. Beliefs and lies stand between sweetness and bitterness of love ( bittersweet of love ).

Do I know what love is? Anger and jealousy are part of love and part of myself. I love someone deeply, but eventually she did not know it very well. Men are not the same as women.Never compare both species and you said you know it. That`s bullshit.

I `m just not too good in writing, but the sentences keep flowing in my mind.Yeah, I let go the bad memories, but the scar is always there. That should become the important reminder for me and you.