Sunday, December 22, 2013
Saturday, November 9, 2013
Broken Heart
nothing can turn you back from where you are.
No pain, no scars can make you turn away,
there's nothing that anyone can do nor say.
You're scared, your hurting and the tears seem to never end,
but you think in your mind "I would do it all again".
For the little moments, that get you through the bad,
For the few happy moments that get you through the sad.
For the few laughs and smile, and the jokes and the care,
that you wish so wholeheartedly would always be there.
You'd try to make them happy in ever possible way,
but it seems to worsen with every passing day.
All you want is for them to hold you and let you know that they care,
but know matter how hard you try, they don't, and it doesn't seem fair.
Your whole heart now broken, you hope for a change,
but you know somehow even through your prayers they will always be the same.
Your love won't let you leave, and you continue to hope for the best,
and pray every night that God will take care of the rest.
Thursday, June 13, 2013
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Saturday, March 30, 2013
Sunday, March 17, 2013
Monday, February 25, 2013
Sunday, February 17, 2013
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.
But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
Friday, February 15, 2013
:)
Monday, February 11, 2013
Goodbye love
on my own,
live apart,
from you,
from now..
Walk alone,
leave a door,
touch my hand,
oh please hold on..
I dont want to,
leave you behind,
but I'm just want,
to get it done..
I don't hate you,
I do love you,
but time has come,
I have to go..
Sunday, February 10, 2013
Friday, February 8, 2013
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Exhausted
Saturday, January 26, 2013
-.-
Sunday, January 20, 2013
Saturday, January 19, 2013
Friday, January 11, 2013
Friday, December 21, 2012
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
Thursday, July 26, 2012
No choice
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Monday, June 25, 2012
Purity from the inside out
Saturday, June 16, 2012
WALK
Sunday, February 5, 2012
A long way to go... Journey of Deeper Life
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Looking forward.... in life
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Monday, July 25, 2011
Nice quotation from my fellow gooner
Monday, April 4, 2011
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Tuhanku, ampunkanlah segala dosaku
Tuhanku, maafkanlah kejahilan hamba-Mu
Kusering melanggar larangan-Mu
Dalam sadar ataupun tidak
Kusering meninggalkan suruhan-Mu
Walau sadar aku milik-Mu
Tuhanku, ampunkanlah segala dosaku
Tuhanku, maafkanlah kejahilan hamba-Mu
Bilakah diri ini kan kembali
Kepada fitrah yang benar
Pagi kuingat petang kulupa
Begitulah silih berganti
Oh Tuhanku Kau pimpinlah diri ini
Yang mendamba cinta-Mu
Aku lemah aku jahil tanpa pimpinan dari-Mu
Kau pengasih Kau Penyayang Kau Pengampun
Kepada hamba-hamba-Mu
Selangkahku kepada-Mu seribu langkah Kau kepadaku
Kusering berjanji dihadapan-Mu
Ku sering juga memungkiri
Ku pernah menangis karena-Mu
Kemudian ketawa semula
Ku takut kepada-Mu
Ku mengaharap juga pada-Mu
Semoga ku kan selamat dunia dan akhirat
Seperti Rasul dan sahabat
Tuhan diri ini tak layak ke surga-Mu
Tapi tidak pula aku sanggup keneraka-Mu
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
Such thinking that most deaf and dumb
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Simple but bad dream,made me wake up..
Do I know what love is? Anger and jealousy are part of love and part of myself. I love someone deeply, but eventually she did not know it very well. Men are not the same as women.Never compare both species and you said you know it. That`s bullshit.
I `m just not too good in writing, but the sentences keep flowing in my mind.Yeah, I let go the bad memories, but the scar is always there. That should become the important reminder for me and you.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Thursday, December 16, 2010
UMNO is not the way of life ~
Monday, December 13, 2010
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Both my hands were witnesses..
Monday, August 16, 2010
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Getting confuse and confuse ....
Imagine the great dream that impossible to achieve..
Lack of confidence and guts..
But life still go on..
I`m just ordinary person..
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
tEnsiOn TeNsiOn ~
klu terjadi kat orang laen pon,konpom sakit hati gak..
patut la trase berat di hati.. uper2nye ade gamba2 yg xmenyenangkan..
klu ikotkan hati ni trase nak kasi penerajang la jgak.. tp sape la aku nak sentuh2 orang ni..
aduh la.. xpaham aku.. sabaw je la~
Monday, May 31, 2010
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Actually, aku bangun lebeh awal arini bukan nk ckp pasal ni pon. Ni sekadar nk bgtau perasaan aku ketika ni. So, when I read this once again,I`ll know how I feel at this time. That the purpose of it. Hmm, nak tulis story dlm blog aku rase cam susah sket klu banding tulis lam buku diari. Walaupon yg sudah ditaip, boleh didelete bile2 mase je, bagi aku ia xsemudah spt tulis dlm diari. Haha,stakat aku tulis ni pon rase2 nye dh byk aku delete.
Spt dlm buku diari pon, aku hanya tulis pasal kehidupan semate2. I always remind myself, " There`s no end when talking about life ". " Tiada penghujung apabila bercakap pasal kehidupan ". Context of life, context of living is so wide. Kali ini, aku nak sentuh pasal ego. Egoism. Sebelum ni pon aku dah tulis pasal ego ni, but see.. its wide.. egoism is wide. Belum ckup pon ape yg tulis sebelom ni.. so that prove enough my quotation. I take 2-3 days to think about this. About ego of livings.
Bagi pendapat aku, ego seorg lelaki tidak sama spt ego seorg pmpuan. Seumpama ego seorg ayah tidak akan same spt ego seorang ibu. I dont know if the fact is was there before, scientifically found by some else, I dont know. Tapi, aku hanya dpt merasai, melalui ego sbg orang lelaki shj. Ape yg aku nak ckp, aku xtau mcm mane ego seorg pmpuan. I`ll never know. Adakah sekadar perlu seorg lelaki untuk tahu mcm mane ego seorg pmpuan?.. atau penting untuk memahami egonya? Hahaha, susah nak tahu or memahami klu selagi xmengatasi ego dr sndr sbg seorg lelaki. Sbab aku melaluinya. Sbb aku, xyah ckp memahami la.. nak tahu pasal ego pmpuan pon aku dah mls. I dont care. I dont want to know. coz it heavy. it burden. aku rase meluat, menyampah, benci klu melibatkan ego ni. Xperlu ego org laen, ego aku sndri pon aku dah benci. It is out of control. Uncontrollable. It act like a poison... and i cant stop it. I cant even find what the solution of ego. Smoke? So, how long it would be ? ... Hang out? But whos ur fren ? .. Game? Till when?.. thas why i hate ego. it makes me ill. I hate ego.
How I Describe The Term of " Happiness "
When I can sleep tight either day or night..
When I can go to somewhere that I love...
When I can eat without feel worry..
When I can watch television alone..
When I can play my guitar freely..
When I can talk to the cats..
When I can see my family happy..
When I can bath all days..
When I can be with my girl..
and when I die in my bedroom..
=)
Monday, May 24, 2010
What the things I HATE most ..
I hate friend. I hate friends. I hate both. I hate noise but I hate silence too. I hate books. I hate broken remote controls. I hate my hair and I hate myself.
I hate egos. I hate kids when they cry. I hate to see refrigerator without food. I hate to see people laughing. I hate to watch the beach full with people. I hate to enter a shop with a bunch of people. I hate people outside.
I hate to depend on money. I hate to depend on other people. I hate waiting. I hate rain and hot. I hate days and nights. I hate feelings. I hate friendships and loves because I just hate this life.
Owh one more, I hate flies and islands.