doh ade aku suruh mg bace ke? meluat sekor mung la

Such thinking that most deaf and dumb

It is so fucking hard to believe, when there are so much things that we expect we know very well, we expect we can explain very well.. But, they just stuck in your mind and your mouth cannot fucking say anything... You just shut the fuck up and ending stunned yourself~

Simple but bad dream,made me wake up..

Aku : " Ko kelas aku kan? aku cam penah nampak ko dlm kelas.."

X : "Aha.."

Aku : " Abes ko pg mane slame ni ? "

X : " Aku pg maen snuker, hehehe.. "

Aku : " Lor,maen snuker,patut ar cam penah nampak kat tempat snuker "

X : " Aku lepak ngan bla bla bla ( lupe sape ) "

Aku : " Name ko ape er? "

X : " Name aku bla bla bla ( lupe sape ) "

.....sambil Si X bwak myvi oren ( situasi mcm baru balik dari kelas.. aku duk sebelah seat dlm kete tu )

X : " Hahaha, aku ckp nak sewe kereta,padahal member aku nak buat PSM "

Y : " JP13 tu ? "

Aku : ( aku diam dan aku dgr je .. si Y dah pandang2 aku... )

X : " Aha,JP13 la... hahaha... aku ckp la kat die aku nak sewe kereta, die ckp kat aku " ko jgn bla bla bla ( lupe detail ) ".. ahhahaha"

Y : " Hahaha.. macam mane tu er.. "

X : " AKu call die, die bla bla bla ( lupe ) ... hahahahh ( gelak cam excited+kelakar)

Aku : ( hati dah panas...benci dan segalanya )

...situasi cam dlm bilik/hostel..tgh lepak2 kat ruang tamu....aku baring atas lantai diantare pintu bilik... dorang sembang atas tilam....

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other than a trust, compassion, responsibility, love involves feelings of pain, hatred and sorrow. Love is not a term that everyone really knows, love is really invisible. People can feel it but never/cannot touch it. Love is not always sweet but sometimes bitter. Beliefs and lies stand between sweetness and bitterness of love ( bittersweet of love ).

Do I know what love is? Anger and jealousy are part of love and part of myself. I love someone deeply, but eventually she did not know it very well. Men are not the same as women.Never compare both species and you said you know it. That`s bullshit.

I `m just not too good in writing, but the sentences keep flowing in my mind.Yeah, I let go the bad memories, but the scar is always there. That should become the important reminder for me and you.