Exhausted

   Penat.. penat .. penattttttttt.... Hari2 balik lambat dari keje... abes kol 10.30 bagai nk gila... but i have to accept it as challenge.. I'm new in this world.. Keep myself busy, very grateful to have good friends around me, hopefully my life get better n better. I dun really give a shit about past. I should move on.. move on .. and move on. Its okay to live alone.. I should be okay..

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   Aku bukan lah orang jahat pon.. klu org pandang aku, mesti kate aku 'arrogant' la.. poyo la.. apelah salah aku dpt first impression camtu.. pastu aku mula la wat dgn bhati-hati sgale mcm supaye org xpandang slek kat aku.. igt senang ke nk wat camtu.. all heart effort tu... tension gile.. bukan salah aku pon klu muke ni cam samseng ke ape.. bkan salah aku pn nampak kecik, pendek, nampak senang nk pijak kpale.. aku xrase pon aku baik, tp aku xbuat jahat kat org pn.. nk knal naluri aku ? aku suke binatang comel2 mcm kucing, even musang pn aku suke aw.. nmpak kucing meow2 pn aku da ksian, rase nk order nasi ayam kat kucing tu mkn skali ngn aku.. tp aku xbuat la mcm tu coz xdibuat org.. aku kasi ape yg ak mkn..nk kate aku samseng? nmpak anak lipas pon ak lari lintang pukang... aku nmpak samseng coz aku merokok ? .. pondan pon merokok aw.. ape lagi eh aku suke.. aku suke budak2.. pantang je aku nampak budak2 escpially baby2.. mmg aku layan even ngan jelingan mate... nk kate aku pukul org? dh lame sgt da aku xgado sampai pkul2 ni.. aku jenis cepat sedeh, aku cepat down, tp aku xpnah give up, jenis cepat jeles, tp bukan jeles membabi buta la.. aku selidik dlu.. recently, past few years ni.. aku dapati, xde satu bende pn even maen games, aku pakar dlm bab tu.. xkire la bab ape pon.. aku xleh jadi pakar.. keciwa bai ade perasaan mcm tu.. haa,, kadang2 aku ni rase aku ni kuat meminta, tp jauh di sudut hati aku, aku tau aku klu bleh xnk mintak ape2 pon.. kadang2 apa yg aku nk tu satu keperluan bagi aku, orang xpandang another side of aku ni.. klu bab impian, pehh aku mmg angan mcm2 la.. tp baru2 ni, aku rase nk belasah orang.. tu bleh jd impian jgak aw... eh dah dekat kol 2 pagi.. tido dlu ar

I miss her so much.. its gonna take forever to forget her. Why she need to lie to me? Coz she didn't know what I knew about her? I fucking hate the girls. I never believe that men always wrong in this case. You fuck my belief that I gave to you.. Then fuck you..

I will go away.... like forever. What I realize about myself, I'm not good enough on whatever I do, it is better for me to walk away. Away from love. Away from misery. Away..

I HATE LIARS .. I CANT KEEP THEM IN MY HEART